Long time/Ambition

So it has been a while since I was last here. But no one reads this shit anyway, so what the fuck? Oh and that reminds, god! I hate the newage abbreviations! WTF, LOL, BRB and all that other bullshit, it's so goddamned annoying! That's a rant for another day.

Now, I went back to my job, with two notable changes–my responsibilities increased and my salary was slashed by a third! Yep that is my situation. I am partly to blame because I was too desperate to negotiate a better package for myself. Not that there was a chance for negotiation, more of a take it or leave it affair. Anyway I am now contemplating leaving. I think I can do better on my own. Thing is, I am scared. I have never been much of an independent/hustler guy. Fuck this fear. How do I get rid of it? I need to be on my own.

I can no longer stand my chicken shit salary while seeing the company buy flashy cars for other people while I slave away. It's not that I want a car and a salary equal to the MD's, just a fair balance between my work and my salary. If I stay here I will drink myself into poverty and an early death. So if you stumble upon this blog, pray for me to acquire a true solid pair! Peace be with you.

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