trip on the apathy road. Really, never in my life have I felt even a
slight stir of passion. And i have been blessed/cursed because i have
never had to exert myself in anything-school, work, life-and yet I
passed my exams and my employers are always impressed.
So I have been asking myself-how much am i really capable of if i ever
had passion,if i ever exerted myself? I know i would be great. Or is
this nothing but grandiose imaginations of a sick mind? But no. If i
have achieved what i have so far without passion or effort, then i am
certain that i would be great if i had the fire in my heart and the
will in my mind.
Question is-how do i get that fire in my soul! How? How do i rip out
this apathy, this fear? Can i ever escape from the self-debasement and
rise to the bright star that i am supposed to be? If yes, how? That is
the battle am fighting-trying to crawl out of this shithole that i
find myself in now!
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